Very soon after that I thought I had met my soul mate. She was absolutely perfect in every way, I even wondered why she would be interested in a bum like me. She later agreed with me and once again I was alone. My problem wasn't that I was unworthy of love, the problem was I was looking for the wrong thing. Once I realized that what I had been lead to believe was love was wrong, my entire world changed. I have not looked back since and am happier with every day that passes.
There is a need inside of us to fill our void as if something is missing. We look everywhere for it wanting to find relief of that darkness that seems to inhabit part of our being. Many relate to this feeling in a different way, some will try and fill the void with food. They will eat beyond their needs just to feed the hunger they feel.