When everything, everything seems black and getting worse, and you are trying your best possible, but life just slaps you in the face; you just think that you can't do anything else, no matter what you do. There is nothing that works; your only rest is to give yourself to faith and hope that something changes.

But nothing changes. You have reached the last link, you still try to take those last awkward steps and nothing. When the void just slaps you in the face, and in the time before your dream has completely vanished, before your eyes close and you enter total and complete darkness, despair has arrived.

There is nothing to do, it has penetrated. A feeling of immense sadness and the desire to cry until it leaves the body in a state of immobility or inaction, and only negative thoughts have a place, until the ability to think at all vanishes.

There is only despair, and you have no other choice but to rejoice in it and really give up. Life has won, and it has raised the flag over you, you have been tamed, conquered and trampled completely because there is nothing else in you.

You have lost a dream, a goal, and hope has left, there is nothing else, you are empty. There is something you did not count on, your body is still breathing and is still alive.

It seems macabre, but in spite of the fact that living has taken you to that exact point, at the same time, life is it in yourself. And the only thing that life does not accept, is immobility. This is a true and palpable fact.

The body continues to breathe and you don’t have any other option than to keep moving. You are born again and put something there. It is the cycle of life by itself, once again and again. It is when a dream is born after it disappeared, and you start again. There is no other way. There are no other mechanics in this universe. It is the law of movement itself.

"So people can fall down: it doesn’t mean they can’t get back up again and keep going." L. Ron Hubbard.

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